I've been trying to gather the
Life has been testing me for a very, VERY long time, and although I still have hope that it will get better, I'm starting to realize than hope is waning and will be gone soon.
Things are excellent with Mike.
Things are irritating and frustrating at work.
Things are dragging with the divorce (although husband was beyond ready to get this divorce over, he is dragging his feet and delaying this process any way he can).
Things with Cam? Well ...
As they (I cannot seem to find a source) say,
A mother is only as happy as her unhappiest child
And my child is beyond miserable.
Legal issues in the juvenile court system.
Legal issues in the adult court system.
No working car.
A job that ends in two weeks and no prospect for employment.
The final break-up of his 5-year relationship with his girlfriend.
And homelessness effective September 1st as Mike and I leave Podunk.
There's more, but I just don't have the energy to write it out now.
I'm using all of my energy just to get through each day with that proverbial *glimmer* still in place ...