18 January 2016

Suicide is man's way of telling God, 'You can't fire me - I quit.' ~ Bill Maher

27 years ago ...

It seems I should have let it go - moved on

But still, the images - the feelings - the sounds - the smells - they stay strong

It was the day my naivety was lost

The day I knew that "I love you" didn't mean "I'll always be here for you"

The day it was reinforced that I would never be "good enough"

How I wish it didn't still have such a grasp on me