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To be living paycheck-to-paycheck
To be unable to finance even a used car because my credit is so poor
To have to stay "married" so that Cam and I can still have medical insurance
To have to depend on others
To not own my own home
To be working a job well below my knowledge and abilities for a salary I made when I was 30
To have lost just about everything - twice
To make such poor life decisions
To watch it all happen, but do nothing to change it
This wasn't my dream
This is not where I should be at almost 50-years old in my mid 40's
My expectations were much higher
I was fully capable of meeting those expectations
But I didn't
And I have no one to blame but myself*
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*Sometimes I just need to get it out of my system - acknowledge that the only person who failed me, was me - and hopefully move forward
3 comments:
Well well. The common theme here is a missing period. Is this a clue?
Mike, *shudders* You should be beaten with a wet noodle for even thinking that!
Once was plenty for me!
I identified so closely with this post that I started drinking before I could comment.
Now, back to drinking.
Jay
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